With Friends Like These…. — Chapter 1

My mother was still on a quest for status and it had occurred to her that one of the most prestigious things that she could do was to buy a racehorse. She envied the people that could enter the members’ only part of the racetracks and she wanted to be hob knobbing with the upper … Continue reading With Friends Like These…. — Chapter 1

Vicki Remembered

Today would have been my older sister's 54th birthday. She will however, remain forever young, because she was stolen from me at the untimely age of 36. I miss her more than anyone knows. I long for her company during those good times when we could while away the hours, talking about nothing and everything. … Continue reading Vicki Remembered

The Great Train Accident — Chapter 2

My closest cousin became engaged to be married and asked my sister, Vicki, and me to be bridesmaids. This cousin was the daughter of my mother’s brother. I never really knew him very well, but I did know that he owned a monkey. When he was out of work for a while, he came to … Continue reading The Great Train Accident — Chapter 2

Narcissism-Scenes From the Front Line — The Trailer

http://www.julieharrison.ca/family/personal-style-sacrificed-at-the-altar-of-family/ Once again, my sister Vicki and I found ourselves without food in the house. The difference this time was that we knew where there was food. My parents owned a tent-trailer. The shell of the trailer was made up of metal. When open, the top of the shell became the roof. It was held … Continue reading Narcissism-Scenes From the Front Line — The Trailer

Narcissism–Scenes From the Front Line — The Call

Vicki, my sister and I, were both in the hallway near the doorways to our bedrooms. I was sitting on the floor crying and upset and Vicki was way past upset. I could hear deep sobbing sounds coming from her. I was too distraught to offer very much comfort. We were about 10 and 12 … Continue reading Narcissism–Scenes From the Front Line — The Call

Back To Work — Chapter 4

Now the pressure was on. I had no income, but I had a job. I could go back to the job whenever I “wanted,” so Bob was constantly explaining how much money we were wasting with me not back at work. He saw no value in me staying home with the girls. He knew that … Continue reading Back To Work — Chapter 4

My Sister Vicki — Chapter 4 text

My sister, Vicki, always seemed to have bad luck. She was hit by a gliding swing when she was young that left a great gash on her head and she broke her front middle tooth in an accident a couple of years after that. Vicki adored me. There is nothing quite as lovely as having … Continue reading My Sister Vicki — Chapter 4 text

With Friends Like These…. — Chapter 1

My mother was still on a quest for status and it had occurred to her that one of the most prestigious things that she could do was to buy a racehorse. She envied the people that could enter the members’ only part of the racetracks and she wanted to be hob knobbing with the upper … Continue reading With Friends Like These…. — Chapter 1

Absence of Parents — Chapter 1

The remaining memories of Oak Street were mainly of being alone. Unlike in the A-frame house, I have no memory of having a family dinner in the kitchen on Oak Street. I have no memories of watching television with my parents and I only have a few memories of playing outside. I don’t know if … Continue reading Absence of Parents — Chapter 1

Absence of Parents — Chapter 1

The remaining memories of Oak Street were mainly of being alone. Unlike in the A-frame house, I have no memory of having a family dinner in the kitchen on Oak Street. I have no memories of watching television with my parents and I only have a few memories of playing outside. I don’t know if … Continue reading Absence of Parents — Chapter 1